it is time to reflect (v)

Blog Post 35.

Feeling secure in the world. 

Abroad did not change me. But it did allow me to meet more of who I am in the face of uncertainty, in the face of loneliness and in the occasional face of boredom. It gave to me new places and people to love. And it provided yet another opportunity to reaffirm that everything is- and will be- okay.

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it is time to reflect (iii)

Blog Post 33.

Knowing that I was growing up.

Part of growing up, I realize, is that metaphor of closing the chapters. I am learning that opportunities only exist up until a certain point in life. That, regardless of the steps I take to keep my options open, the world of which I am a part keeps moving, the universe in which this world exists keeps expanding and the clocks continue ticking. The vastness of what is to come becomes smaller in some ways; the me of the past occupies more space as the me of the future occupies less.

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it is time to reflect (ii)

Blog Post 32.

The feeling that my life was happening while I was removed from it.

This is something friends of mine also experienced. It is something difficult to describe. This will be a boring update.

Basically, I’m part of several organizations at school, networks of friends and family and a near-constant presence at the on-campus coffee shop, Beans. Knowing these things were all continuing without me there was both reassuring and disappointingly humbling to the ego.

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it is time to reflect (i)

Blog Post 31.

I think it is time I reflect on a few things in my life. I do reflect often- some evenings Madison walks into my room and I’ll be on my bed staring at the wall or ceiling, just thinking about things. But this is short-term reflection: over my day, my week, what is about to happen and what I hope to do better next time. It is a worthwhile practice.

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j’adore paris

Blog Post 19.

I love Paris. The past weekend, I went to Paris with my abroad program. It was awesome: partly because I got to go with the exceptional people in my program, partly because I got to see more of Nathan there and entirely because, well, it’s Paris.

I was a little concerned that it would be overrated, but was pleasantly surprised by just how much I loved being there. I mean really loved being there.

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